http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/ Fan Fiction Tue, 17 Aug 2004 02:55:03 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/14.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:51:46 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: This chapter shouldn't have taken so long to get out but it did. It would have taken longer had I not found this song which gave me what I should have down in this chapter in an instant. Yey for angsty songs! [1] = Book #3 King of Swords Arc. Tsuzuki is such an awesome character� even more so when he's pissed off, don't you think so? Am I that unimportant�? Am I so insignificant�? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? -- Evanescence - Missing -------------------------- No human would wish to be forgotten. No human would go through life and not want... (more) http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=14 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:50:24 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: And we're back to the regularly schedule angst! Maybe I shouldn't sound so happy. [1] = Book #1 Nagasaki Arc. A conversation with Gushoushin about Hisoka's past lead Tsuzuki to think this. [2] = Book #3 King of Swords Arc. Tsuzuki's thoughts on Hisoka after returning from being molested (again) by Muraki. The picture in this scene is adorable. ^_^ -------------------------- People go through life trying to define the person they are. They go through life trying to build something around them, so that they can show proof that they are who they say they are. People want to... (more) http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/12.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:49:06 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: Think of this as a slight intermission to all the angst. This chapter is more on Tatsumi, Oriya and the relationship they share with the other two (Tsuzuki and Muraki). [1] = Book #8, Kyoto Arc, Flash back of Oriya of a young Muraki asking him this question. -------------------------- Take a moment. Sit down in a favorite chair and lean back for awhile. Do you remember? Do you remember that one moment where you weren't alone? Do you remember that one moment you felt alive? Or perhaps you'll remember a moment where you had to make a hard decision in order to make things... (more) http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=12 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:48:11 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: It's embarrassing to say that this chaptered confused me while I wrote it. It's all Muraki's fault! Yes, when in doubt, blame Muraki. It makes you feel so much better. xD I also had fun writing this chapter. Erm, yea xD [1] = I remember being told that young children, around 4/5 and under, can see ghosts. And that ghost are afraid of babies because they're so innocent. It's just an Asian story type thingie. Also, nothing important about these three children, they're just there. xD [2] = Muraki said this in Chapter 8. [3] = Another tall tale. I remember my Mother telling me... (more) http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:47:27 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: Ugh. This chapter took awhile to write because I kept getting stuck on Tsuzuki. Muraki is easier to write than he is. *kick* Same warning applies. Angst, mind games, Muraki being himself. [1] = The three levels of the waterfall represented Heaven, Earth and Man. Just thought it'd be fun for you all to know. ^^v [2] = Book #4 Hokkaido Arc. Yep! Hi-chan is afraid of the dark. Wonder if he sleeps with a nightlight on. *vbg* [3] = Book #1 Nagasaki Arc. Gushoushin telling Tsuzuki that he could break down the barrier of Hisoka�s heart. Aww. [4] = Book #3 King of Swords Arc. The... (more) http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:56:26 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: Sorry for taking so long to get this chapter out, Kingdom Hearts has taken over my brain (Cloud! Sephiroth! Rikuu! EEE) Not to mention Fruits Basket. Momi- *cough* Right. Really don't like this chapter much, but it works. Filled with the usual stuffing. Also, this chapter starts out early in the morning, like around http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:55:16 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: I don't like this chapter. RWAR. Right, no Muraki, Tatsumi (yay~ o/~ Tatsumi... damn you for being so hard to write)makes the scene and we still have Tsuzuki and Hisoka being angsty. http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:52:46 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: The first part of this fic, um, I guess I could call it the introduction or whatnot, is taken from another YnM fic of mines. So yes, I'm 'stealing' the idea from that fic in a way. http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:48:25 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: More talking, Tsuzuki still confused. Boring stuff written by a tired mind. Yadda yadda. Muraki being... Muraki. Bits of the Devil's Thrill Arc and the Kings of Swords Arc. Song being played over and over obsessively while writing: Yami no Matsuei - Garasu no Kanbase 'Conversation of Glass' (the bgm playing at Tsubaki-hime's death.) Find it. Get it. Listen to it. -------------------------- Fear and denial are closely associated with one another. The fear could be a fear of anything. In most cases, it is the fear of the truth. When a person truly believes in one idea, it... (more) http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:45:44 GMT AUTHOR'S NOTE: More picking on Hisoka. http://yaminomatsuei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4